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\author{Thaman Mohamed}
\subtitle{Five poems of Thaman Mohamed}






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\section{Aporia}



\begin{verse}
I fell asleep \\{}
beneath \\{}
my own sweat
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
and my God.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Woke.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Wiping \\{}
my face \\{}
full of blood.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Undone.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Feeling \\{}
for \\{}
my body. \\{}
Marred.
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\begin{verse}
My virginity; \\{}
my death; \\{}
my birth.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
For Isa al-Masih—
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
be one \\{}
with God the Father.
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\begin{verse}
I am \\{}
the true \\{}
Jesus.
\end{verse}

\section{The Sin of Becoming a Man}



\begin{verse}
My body \\{}
inherited \\{}
the family.
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\begin{verse}
A prayer \\{}
~to become a man.
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\begin{verse}
Mutiny \\{}
against masculinity.
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\begin{verse}
My body \\{}
only cishet. \\{}
~~~~~Half queer.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
I hope \\{}
I pass.
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\begin{verse}
I hope \\{}
my body breaks \\{}
with lips gone dry.
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\begin{verse}
My tongue dances. \\{}
My eyes run. \\{}
Divorce. \\{}
Prayer rots in my mouth.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
~~God, \\{}
I have never finished \\{}
~~~~~becoming \\{}
~~~~~a man.
\end{verse}

\section{Sofa}



\begin{verse}
Sing me. \\{}
Wet my body. \\{}
Before I fall asleep.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Seeing you \\{}
for the last \\{}
time.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Rain and sweat \\{}
become blood.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Then \\{}
~~~dry \\{}
on the sofa.
\end{verse}

\section{A Club on Adityawarman}



\begin{verse}
A Winston \\{}
and a pint of Guinness.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
He said to me, \\{}
Death is eternal life.
\end{verse}

\section{Waiting for You in hell}



\begin{verse}
These days \\{}
have been hard. \\{}
I still \\{}
cannot \\{}
fall asleep \\{}
again.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Falling \\{}
from one side \\{}
of my eye.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
Every day \\{}
against \\{}
sleep, \\{}
hunger, \\{}
and thirst.
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\begin{verse}
Life \\{}
feels \\{}
miserable. \\{}
Filled \\{}
with guilt.
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\begin{verse}
Waiting \\{}
in vain.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
The country \\{}
handed down \\{}
sin.
\end{verse}



\begin{verse}
And we grew \\{}
into children \\{}
of sins \\{}
never \\{}
forgiven.
\end{verse}

\section[{Thaman Mohamed}]{~}


\textbf{Thaman Mohamed} lives in Bandung, Indonesia. He writes poetry and is part of Maison Aidos, a micro press. These poems are English translations selected from his forthcoming manuscript, \emph{Semoga Lulus Ya.}









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Thaman Mohamed

Aporia

Five poems of Thaman Mohamed




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